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Accountability: Even in Times of Burnout.

For those of you who did not know, I spent over 20 years immersed in the new age and occult, with part of my degree in parapsychology. This was from both an academic and experimental background. I do not have time today to go in-depth with this, but suffice to say many of the things that are termed conspiracy theory have merit of what I was involved in and what I saw in my days in the academic setting as well in the occult world.

I believe that we are in the end days. We have several mainstream names coming forward stating that we are living in a “Matrix” of some sorts. I believe that this is true to some extent. Corinthians 4:4 states that “Satan, who is the god of this world, has blinded the minds of those who don’t believe. They are unable to see the glorious light of the Good News. They don’t understand this message about the glory of Christ, who is the exact likeness of God.”

There are some things that I would like to cover regarding Agenda 2030, but that will be covered in a later blog. However, for now I want to stay simple. I think for all of the world, most of us are suffering from being burnt out in all areas of life. Last night, I had to unplug from the Matrix due to being burnt out. I had to seek rest and comfort in Jesus and the Word. I couldn’t think, I just needed the Word and to rest with the Lord.

I asked for Revelation and Wisdom on my work situation, and this morning, I woke up with the following lyrics to the Andrew McMahon song Dead’s Man Dollar. “Don’t wait until the morning. Don’t wait until the light hits the cracks in the floor. Been living in the flight path, not perfect but it’s all that we can afford. I spent the whole day working. Been trying to pin these dreams to the wings of a check. Don’t wait until the morning. So tired but I don’t want to go to sleep yet. Yeah, I’ve been killing myself to make the dead man’s dollar. Been killing myself to make the dead man’s dollar. Been killing myself, killing myself, Cause I wanna make a life, make a life for you. I wanna make al life, but I wanna live there too.”

I don’t believe that there is money in heaven. I believe the money system is a scheme from Satan, however, I believe that if we turn our finances over to God we can be blessed and be good stewards to care for ourselves and take care of others to be distribution center to unplug from Satan’s system of money. As these lyrics came to me, I felt as if the plan is to squeeze families and individuals more and more to the brink of fear and to the point of breaking. I see very clearly in my spirit that the plan is to bring more and more hardship on the people of this earth, to leave them feeling exhausted, defeated, and to destroy marriages.

However, as Christians, now, more than ever, we must root ourselves in the Word of God and prepare ourselves to defeat the enemy and to Be the Salt of the Earth. As men, it is our job to provide and protect those we love. I believe in these times or the vision that I saw we all need to band together to give our time and talents to help others awaken to their purpose for the Kingdom of God. It is so needed in these times. There is so much darkness and deception on this planet right now, that Jesus’s Light is needed.

What do I mean by this? Each person was born with a Book of Life purpose, and I believe more, now than ever, Satan wants people side lined. So for example, and I only share this as example because it is what we can be called to do for others. I was praying one night about a co-worker that they would need funding because an accident would happen in their home. I felt in my Spirit that I would need to act on this immediately, and so I reached out to my supervisor and got the fundraiser organized after I received the message confirming that this happened. I would later receive a message from my co-worker thanking me that they had fraud on their bank account and that it was frozen and if we had not done the fund raiser, then they would not have had money for basics.

Each of us has a ministry for the Lord of this earth. We may have talents or instructions that the Holy Spirit wants to use through us to help others with their own ministry to help others. However, if we don’t give or are not obedient when the Lord asks us to follow through on something, then what I have seen is that this can have a ripple effect. It can slow things down and throw timing off on what people are supposed to be doing in their lives. Sometimes the enemy will derail you from helping others.

We are at a critical time where we need to be asking the Holy Spirit for guidance on these types of questions. Do we need to start forming our own organizations to meet the needs of people to get away from corporate monopolies and greed to truly serve the needs of the people? You know major companies that run the world and governments don’t want to see people healed and set free.

For this week, pray on these questions and reach back out to me. I would love to start having discussions with all of you regarding this. Remember, this is what Satan wants. He doesn’t want discussions on these things. He wants everyone sick, tired, numbed out and run down so nothing ever gets done. That’s all I have to say for myself this week. Get after it!

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